drama + lies = 2 things i fuckin hate
within the last 2 months, i think ive made some amazing new friendships and pretty sure some old ones have hit rock fuckin bottom. and ive tried extremely fuckin hard not to think about it, but its true. either ways this is my way of fuckin venting since i have noone to talk to bout it, and quite frankly im okay with that. is it weird??
i fuckin love my friends to death and i will go out of my way to help them out and be happy when they are happy. but it fuckin hurts when u know ure being blatantly used by someone. that is not a friend, and im cutting those ppl outta my life this instant. I hate who ive become. I hate that i do shit that i used to frown upon, and im quitting everything. I love salt lake city, i love my friends, but im only here for 10 more months, and it fuckin kills me. I dont wanna go back and live in delhi. I love my family to death but im independent now. i know i keep sayin random stuff but im sayin whatever comes to mind. meh. im done. dunno what to write anymore. mental block from being so fuckin pissed off right now. FUCK. why are ppl sooooooo FUCKED UP AND SELF OBSESSED.
