.....: Archive

hmm

Definitely at a low point in life..

Aug 3rd

well, if anyone cares

morgie: i’m exhausted. school just ate me alive. literally. my soul— gone. last friday i had an evolution exam. stoked because i got it back today, oh yeah, -A. nevertheless, i’ve literally moved into the library. friday, saturday (yes, i stayed in and studied until midnight and refused to talk to any of my friends), sunday (yes, i missed the superbowl), monday (yes, i took work off), tuesday,...

Feb 11th

dumb

dumb da dumb dumb dumb dumb bitch

Jan 27th

Jan 26th

2 notes

drama + lies = 2 things i fuckin hate

within the last 2 months, i think ive made some amazing new friendships and pretty sure some old ones have hit rock fuckin bottom. and ive tried extremely fuckin hard not to think about it, but its true. either ways this is my way of fuckin venting since i have noone to talk to bout it, and quite frankly im okay with that. is it weird?? i fuckin love my friends to death and i will go out of my...

Jul 12th

ouch

k so i know i haven done this is fuckin forever but im bored right now and in insane amounts of pain. played soccer yesterday and after my back was kinda hurting. when i went out there to play today and kicked the ball, i pretty much fucked up my back so much that i couldn move. went to the hospital where i was made to wait for 4 hours to fuckin get into the emergency room coz there was nothing...

Jun 30th

hola

im back

Apr 22nd

meh

its sunday. its easter. im pissed as fuck right now, as always. fuck my life. im gnna start studyin. i wish some people had some common decencies and brains, but apparently not so FUCK THEM. they will go to hell and unfortunately i will meet them there. fuck you. im done.

Apr 12th

things are falling back into place

the last couple of weeks have been an emotional roller coaster. and i dont like roller coasters. especially emotional ones. however, today i had one of those epiphanies that u get when things start to get fucked up. what people gotta realize is that when ure friends do something that u dont necessarily agree with, youve gotta confront it in the right manner. i think it was yesterday when i said im...

Apr 1st

1 note

Mar 31st

seth

i fuckin love u man. always. and im serious when i say dont fuckin worry coz its gnna be okay. i swear to fucking god i will make it okay. and we need to talk. im high as shit and i just watched the most epic and retarded 3 hour long movie. peaceeeeee

Mar 31st

snip snip

im starting to cut people out of my life. sounds dick on my part but its about time that i start fucking taking care of myself. not trying to hurt people im just sick of having to deal with drama

Mar 30th

Farah,

I appreciate that a lot. yes we do need to hang out. was meaning to call u all day today but i just had shit coming up all the time and i really was not in a good mood. at fucking all. but yes whenever u wanna hang out im a call away. bored as fuck right now. lemme know what ure upto.

Mar 30th

school tom 2

i dunno why the last post was called school tom haha. i meant to say fuck school. but whatever. i think im just gonna go and get drunk. a little bit. dunno where my roomates are. haven seen ted all day coz he went skiing. i guess seth walked in when i was asleep. they must be at the hospital. wish i coulda gone and seen norman this evening but fuck BME design and stupid shit that keeps coming up....

Mar 30th

school tom

14 more months. cant fucking w8 to go home. cant w8 to take the following ppl to india: norman, ted, seth, yara, morgaine, alex, kate, amber, chris, sean. im telling u guys its gnna be fucking epic. fucking stupid. fuckin ridiculous. arghhh im so excited.

Mar 30th

:)

Its funny how when someone asks you for advice, and then u give them ure opinion, and they completely twist what u fucking say. love it. oh joy. i appreciate ure apology but thats not what i said and i really dont care to clear it up coz its not worth it. im happy for u guys and thats all im gnna say. gbye coz shit will never be the same.

Mar 30th

im back. sorta.

not to bitch about shit and all but heres something funny. ive seen it happen with a couple of people towards me in the last week and a half or so and i find it extremely amusing. at one point when out of sheer desperation for things of different magnitudes they act like my best friends and i hear from them all the fucking time, and then all of a sudden BAM not even a fuckin facebook message in a...

Mar 30th

whatever

fuck it. im done. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. last post. what the fuck ever

Mar 27th

universally speaking.

ill leave everyone the fuck alone and id like it to be the other way around as well. peace.

Mar 25th

PC

seth came here for dinner yesterday and it was epic. hahaha… seth has a foul mouth, likes to eat dessert before dinner, and wonders what the status on the cheesy fries is. well atleast the waitress got a good tip outta it.. seth decided to come back today, and were gng to park city for a couple of days which is gng to be fuckin epic.. it was nice to see seth smiling. my head hurts. hooray...

Mar 17th

FUCK FUCK FUCK

I FUCKED UP THIS TIME. big big fuckin time. i didnt know that she didnt know bout his blog and i mentioned it to her. now my best friend is mad at me and i feel like a piece of shit. Arghh i wish all this never happened. WHY THE FUCK… i hate drama especially when my friends are involved. If it directly affects me i dont give a shit ill handle it, ill suffer, but i hate seeing my friends...

Mar 16th

..... #2

Honesty??? what the fuck does that mean. When u tell someone u love them, when u tell someone U FUCKING LOVE THEM, honesty is the first thing that comes with that. If people would fucking understand that things would never get so fucked up. For anyone that doesnt fucking know me, and that is for most people reading this here I AM. I WAS A FUCKING LOSER ALL THROUGH SCHOOL. THE NERD. I FELT...

Mar 16th

the last couple of days

I dont usually do this. ive tried blogging before but i always stop coz i forget. ignorance is fucking bliss. why now though? coz ive had a fuckin hell of a ride the last couple of weeks, and its fucking spring break and ive been sitting alone in my room with all this pent up anger and frustration and i have noone to talk to. so why not the fucking internet. what a brilliant idea. tard. Why am i...

Mar 14th